FRuSTRATED.

i dont knoe wat to do. seriously. im confused.

I have 2 stuff in mind. this is about my college degree. Ok, i WANT to go to CEU. but! I dnt want to leave my mom alone.since there's onlee the two of us living in the house in downtown castillejos. If i wud go to Manila to study, oh my gudnez, it wud kill me if i knew sumthin wud happen to her here!.. If I go to a school sumwer near, in Olongapo perhaps, obviously, but then, my classm8s grandma is looking forward of me and him and one more girl classm8 of ours wud stay in one dormitory..ohmgee!!! i dnt know wat to do..


aND more, if i go to Olongapo, the VIP of my mom's school, is offering me to a job after school!!!! and that way, I can see my baby..lol..uh!!! a lil bit of advice will help me.. :[